Mermaid

I sat beside the river bank,
Pondering over the notion I had
A feeling which got me to walk away,
Into your heart, Into that ocean where you lay

An ocean which gave me that reflection,
It was your picture so crisply hidden
Embedded inside like that pearl on the bed below,
You emerged out like my mermaid so elegant, so pure ..

You made me that worthy bait each time I was thrown,
And today I know for a fact that I'm owned
By You, the mermaid, sent by the ocean god,
To protect the sea from peril and be my sole guard

I swam alone until you took me to your world beneath
showed me your world, gave me oxygen each time I failed to breathe
I never saw through the water so clear ever before,
It was your clutch which made me a lover and got me near

It sounds more like a fairytale when read and heard,
My wings clipped, you made me fly like that bird
Into the sky and falling down with no emotion,
Into that nest where you lay with arms wide open ..

You were my nest and guide to that journey to life,
And gave me a reason to show the world how to let live and fight
My stance today is respected with might and belief,
OH MY MERMAID YOU SURELY DESERVE GOD'S KNEEL

The LIGHT to my Heart

You've blowed me into that path of joy,
I would better death and be your TROY ..

Captured me like that flash of love,
i'm sinking in, I wanna drown in that mug ..

That mug which reflects you when seen outside,
your the moment I wish to see when inside ..

Gorgeous, oh beautiful you cute thing,
you made me get up everytime Life would fling ..

I flung open like that early morning spring to that grass so green,
sprinkling shower and emotion like never ever within ..

You make me write, you make me dance and you make me sing,
that LOVE SONG each time I'm with you oh my asset, I'l never blink ..

Never blink because you better that wonder of the world where the world wishes to see,
I wish it saw you, it would shed that tear with a smile and weep ..

And tell me how fortunate I am to stand and share myself with you,
your so close now, I promise Il never let go ..

I'm here with you baby, in that pram of joy,
and guiding you till we reach heaven, our last soil ..

Your the LIGHT to my HEART when I was so lone,
I promise to make life that reason so pure, so known ..

Known to me and you which would make US now, we'l imbibe in us a story,
which would touch each human througout ..

I bow down to thee with respect and emotion,
thank you for giving me that reason to remember life as a necessity, and not a mission .. :)

Trust.Believe.LOVE

Jealousy invades like that whore in that car so still,
Spanks you with insecurity endless, just like when pregnant even after taking that I PILL

Next, The world stoops to that level of betrayal
Where You think you could cheat on her, why be so cruel?

Why be so cruel when she only Loves you, cant you see it in her eyes?
Or you want her to fucking strangulate herself like the lone man in that Mine

"I fucked you over, I'm sorry, I thought you were doing the same" you say,
Its not that son, its your dick which likes being rubbed on every 'soi'l you claim

Beat the bastard, because The KARMA will scrape over his balls in time,
But girl if your doing the same, You surely wont be spared, but shall perish in due life

Relationships come with a bundle of words, emotions and more,
Some live a lifetime to tell a story, some die out bad and sour

SO the next time you give it that 'status', remember to embellish your mind with the words belief and trust,
Or bear it all friend, because life has the easiest way out to kill, and leave you to dampen and rust

Commotion and chaos creeps in like dirt into your body,
Be PURE to her/him, and Love like never before, oh friend so worthy!

Once Mine !

My floor is wet with those tears of pain
, I see with Him cuddling up close within..

Gave you love oh you beautiful thing,
but was left stranded like that one bowling pin..

I hang now like that leaf on the branch,
with holes galore, beckoning my ugly stance..

You were the road to that illuminated vision,
it was none other than your heart where I lay hidden ..

Connected to you like that network of joy,
but now Im a mere broken toy ..

The next time I ever say that you were mine,
shoot me down just like another murderer in line ..

I sigh alas seeing you rejoice with him,
I smile looking at you being up there n sing..

I gave up oh MY cute thing with no hope or sight,
just told myself that I wasn't able to love you so tight ..

I fade away like that cigarette puffed each time,
you were my tobacco, my addiction, oh you WERE ONCE MINE ..

T(RUST) ?

Never knew its gonna be so hard to live life this way,
you turned me into an idol, but made o clay ..

For me to give into the forces you put forth,
my feelings were left torn, wasted like caught dope ..

I couldn't tell what it felt like having you so close to me that night,
life never told me your coming or else I would have been prepared for that fight ..

That fight in my heart between emotions infinite,
pristine, elegant once defined my feelings for the world to be seen ..

Its not that I don't trust you girl,
its more like my head is the culprit which twists n curls ..

Bloody curls into a puzzle left unsolved by the GOD o love,
but we could solve it baby since we have HIS blood, we have HIS blood ..

I can't think, I can't fly I can't shape into what others want,
so I wonder whether its Trust or RUST engulfing Us in our holy Want ..

That want o being One n not you n me for long
lets live each day now, for life never gave lessons on how to fight ..

I will still wait there and watch you walk by,
and see where does the clock stop ..

But I fear getting dismantled in the time coming,
Lets kiss each other one last time for each others picture might be fading ..

...

Where you goin? I'm here, wait back to see my face one last time.
Or you'l be lonely each day n waiting for the night to loosen your spine .
I can't understand what it felt within,
why was I riding with no horse and no rhythm ..
Things were good all this while,
your face is all I saw with a another man ..
Aarghh wish I could chop my head into pieces aplenty,
life you unkind whore you left me sitting here on the sand with my soul so lonely ..
I come into that house to see your face shine look at me
but I leave thinking is it really me? ..
Yea its my fault that I think so much
that now m a stranded slut with noone to pick me as such ..
Your eyes tell me a story that your faking all you have in you,
your actions prove to me that you love me, oh you really do ..
Fuck this emotion which has gotten me into the garbage bin,
Even when I'm thrown I lie there like a bloody sin ..
This rush o emotion in me nor to cry or feel a thing
when will it end I wonder, or will it go on like a story with no name given ..
I'm going away to find that answer to life and much more now,
no looking back or Il see your face with tears o blood pouring from each pore ..
Wait for me one day Il be back with a smile n soul,
I walk alone oh baby,
on that beach I just walk alone ..

(CON)flict Vanquished

I sit again to write another of these down,
bliss or agony, both wanting to get crowned..
Upon that mind that heart and me as a whole,
conflict said, "haha bliss you lie stranded somewhere alone"
..
It was a battle being fought in the court, my heart,
the mind saying bro let life loose and pedal..
Can't sleep, can't cry, can't find that joy,
but I can smile, I can feel, each moment so mine..
I know your confused reading this line which I wrote,
perhaps sort that conflict within you,
u shall get sailin on that joyous boat..

And rail into that ocean where the tides lash you over
, but drag you to an island where your worth was its only treasure ..

(CON)flict Vanquished

I sit again to write another of these down,
bliss or agony, both wanting to get crowned..
Upon that mind that heart and me as a whole,
conflict said, "haha bliss you lie stranded somewhere alone"
..
It was a battle being fought in the court, my heart,
the mind saying bro let life loose and pedal..
Can't sleep, can't cry, can't find that joy,
but I can smile, I can feel, each moment so mine..
I know your confused reading this line which I wrote,
perhaps sort that conflict within you,
u shall get sailin on that joyous boat..

And rail into that ocean where the tides lash you over
, but drag you to an island where your worth was its only treasure ..

LOVER OR L(OVER) ?

The beach is that place where I kissed ur shore,
You worthy snatch so beautiful, life took me to that lonely door ..

It opened to a place where the word serenity defined a face,
Baby it was you, on that chair with that face so graceI came close

I could smell that feeling we were engulfed in that night
Touched u with that palm, your face dropped like an empty gun
Holy might, that red river flowing across your face it was
I picked you up to see you open ur eyes at once

"What took you so long oh beloved, I waited so long,
Din see you coming through that window, I smashed my face, now it lies torn"
I shrunk with that feeling on seeing her bleed with no respite
Cursed my words on telling her Im gone for life that feeling ripped me tonight

"I went to the place where we both kissed life together oh baby
that beach, that shore, that stance where my heart found its need so greedy
"Your my habit to live life this way now, been lying down alone in long oh in real long girl
I told you Love is that word which I fear the most,
IT GOT ME TO SIT OUTSIDE UR GRAVE AND SEE YOU DECOMPOSE

Mankind is a slave and the heart the battelfield today
Emotion, feelin and living constitute that moment defining glory or agony well swayed

LOVE, that ADDICTION. A cure or a gun?
The question beckoned us all, before we dug that grave, without a feeling to be numb
I have heard about tales in life, for there is a lover born in each seed
Slave? Murderer?Peace?! They get me searching for that weeping key

That key opening to the mine below,
with richness galore at stake
The Epicenter, Yes that HEART breathing life with broken hope and waiting for itself to break?

How deep that meaning, how massive that jolt could it be for that broken heart lying lone
COME INTO LIFE NOT AS A NEED TO FULFILL, BUT SURELY AS THAT REASON FOR THAT HEART NOT TO MOAN .. !

Jallad local anaar aahe, Tula Thokoon Jannar aahe

"Platform pramank do par aane wali local,
7.12 minute ki churchgate ke liye Jallad local hain..
Yeh local pe chadne ke liye aap ko raat ko jaldi sona.
aur subhe waqt pe uthna zaroori hain..

" These words were more sacred than a gayatri mantra or reading the bible before sleeping,
since getting up the next morning was to be dreaded like that itching..
Itching of that sack which held the marbles of secretion,
connected to the pipe which very well knew its mission ;)

The alarm rang not once but twice and the snooze made it ring nine times,
I woke up saying, "lag gaye beta ab going to college won't suffice"
The next morning I kept my alarm to ring at 4,
for college at 7 made me stand on that streets like that unworthy whore

Sat on the pot with the seizure emptying the stock,
suddenly a voice from out," kya kar raha hain andar, baal nikal raha hain kya tu hairy bandar" ;)
Ayla mummy, out I ran n she made my reason to go to college more firm
,but That call it was that killed it off, oh I was numb *blush*

"She called, she called wow she wants me in college,
I was excited like that other unused foil taken out the gargabe..
Had half a bread gave the bitch the rest
,she barked wagging her tail saying bow bow BOW BOW BOW, It meant," may yu conquer Her, yes your quest".. ;)

" 'Bhaiya', jogeshwari station,
and I sat into that 3 wheeler of joy..
But one minute, where Was that Railway pass and my playboy can,
weeped I on reaching the station,
I felt like that ulgy tan
Zindagi dheeme ho gayi ab kaise karu usse impress,
by the time I reach college I would look like that unwanted pest..
I took a vow somehow to sneak through the sweaty armpits,
saw my jannath local on platform number 4 and struggled through the crowd out like a spastic..

Why are stations crowded god damnit,
I will personally strategize the population policy to the pm oh my thought was so divine,
wish It would be drafted

The train left as if telling me while shrugging through
wake up on time son,Stop living life like a pornstar where you cant even CUM
I walked dismantled so n missed being hit by a train whilest pickin up my cap
A song similar to that Hera Pheri movie played in the head non stop

That tune was the anthem of life describin your stability or rhythm today
That sentence defined not only me but Most of you babua's too

"Jallad Local Annar aahe, Tula Thokoon Jaanaar aahe"

That CONFLICT?

Its a Question on each of ourr minds,
A question leaving God unkind
He got us to what we are today,
I say it was destiny, leaving the Lord at bay ..

Why does He send us on this earth if he has to make us cry,
Our emotions engulfed with misery and grief,
happniness where have you dried?

Call me immature or call me a stupid reason to this, Pray to yourself first then search for God's quest
This CONFLICT has each of us dismantled,
War would have bettered that anguish, that handle
That hande which we pull it leads to a stream

The stream of death and apathy,
YOU CAN HEAR THE WORLD SCREAM WHY FACE DEATH OF SOMEONE AND MISERY ALL ALONG,
Perhaps its a cycle or a legacy being carried along
I dont question you oh Lord, but question yourself one day Moments you give us,
do we really deserve it?

Your answer shall be met the day humanity questions your stance
I am no atheist No satan, Just an ordinary boy at glance
Emotion within waiting for a plate to be covered
Covered with that stream of tears rolling down in blood

My CONFLICT with you shall remain till I breathe my last Ethics we have to worship you, Its simply the reason you Bless us ! Look at those faces and plea's from the hearts galore GOD if your there, dont prove your worth, but dont get overshadowed with karma and destiny so!

Respect !

Gone to come Back

I rode down the lane in hunt of that box,
one which opened to that worthy watch..
That watch which had in it ticking that hand,
which kept spinning like life was a one night stand...
That box lay near the corner of a creek,
beside it I saw a figure resting so unique..
That figure rose high up and way above,
into the sky so dark leaving my heart like an wingless dove..
"Follow me, come, and feel those moments again "",
that voice echoed whilest it went higher n gone..
That box still lay with a glow inside,
opened it to see that heart so deprived..
Deprived of that face it wanted and craved for,
I was gripped seeing it weep like a heart never before..
I picked that heart and astonishingly saw,
your picture inside with me in your arms..
A tear rolled down upon and fell on it,
it moaned in grief like a spirit perished..
"Don't weep oh beauty, your heart is with me,
I will keep it close till beckons eternity"..
It looked at me and it was You inside,
emotion hit me, I knew my heart was your domicile..
I took it home n slept beside it,
it glowed with that charm when I saw you excited..
Excited with me and you only under that sky so beautiful,
I wish I came back to you each night each day..
I got the the next morning to see that box disappear somewhere,
God it was who had it, and he made me his slave..
I serve him today without a face insight
my duty to myself is the prime need for you to be right..
But deep down there I feel you within,
like the beat to my heart and its only mission..

Your MOTHER. Your LIVING

You were in that womb years ago, which made HER smile and live for a reason so
You stepped outside into a world so pure, it was SHE who gave you that feeling, SHE is your cure A 6 letter word defining GOD today, something telling me HE bowed to HER each day
A reason for you to smile and believe, SHE never complained, SHE always stood standing there like that need
A need so worthy, bettering that prime necessity, SHE held your hand each time you felt uneasy
Those tender hands which held us close, those moments of childhood, HER face like that rose "Mom, give me my stuff, Im getting late", these words are fulfilled before you even said them, We step into a world meeting independence today, don't leave her stranded with displeasure and dismay
Jubiliant, charming, affectionate, worthy, beautiful are words heard, Open the dictionary to see their meaning, you shall see HER standing their with your picture in heart unblurred
Respect is what made us celebrate this day, give her that joy which for which she always craved Mom I love you this is our dedication to you, my words were never so pure in life, but your WORTH made them sound so agile and so true
You kiss me good night even before the work is done, but I look to you till you rest your head on that pillow and sleep
GOD cam down to me that day, "Make her proud, make her your reason to the world today" SHE made me stand, SHE made me talk and SHE made me say, "Respect the human beside you, he is born of a mother who awaits him/her that day"
To the world I plead with my words so numb, Kiss your mother on readin this because Life was only ONE, She has battled life to make us what we are this hour, I SALUTE ALL YOU MOTHERS with that emotion deep down there encarved - kJ

Mind

Poisoned by your venom I fell down, but stood up to be stung with that weapon, your heart Can't see you with another him, You were made for me oh my motion, my sole rhythm
Im stabbing my self each hour without you, come close to your lover because my heart is where lies the truth
The truth to a stance where i saw a picture, it was you oh beautiful in my heart so clear
I forgot how to rhyme in life, my tunes were mum seeing you each day
Today I see you slip away without me, why? I wasnt made a lover, but born one with you, my only cry
Lets run away to that land again, where i kissed you under that shiniing moonlight
Your lips as tender as a new borns first sight, Your clutch as pure as the oceans first tide
I WOKE UP TO REALIZE I WAS UNWORTHY OF YOU, I LOST YOU OH BABY IN THAT FEELING SO BLUE

The PHONE

Its classic its durable, its worthy and able
Its elegant its versatile, its resides in the pocket, its domicile
You can plug in the music, you can feel it deep within
Adjust the volume to hear it high, you know its gorgeous as a chick when high
Its not a phone, it's not a cell, its a necessity defining your quest
You addicts out there answer this for me, when you wake up, that's the first thing you wanna see
The buttons squeak a moan each night, telling you go easy on them for Jesus Christ
Ranges within exorbitant prices and low, your phone is the prime asset TODAY, you could ever hold
We wake up each day not to hold a brush, but this gadget, touching it seems like lust ;)

The Road To Love

Walking down the road so pale, I looked behind to see those footprints fade.. The road to a place where i would find solace, turned to me and said, " this aint your road son to the search for that face".. Gripped with fate i walked around, something telling me she lay in the coffin so cold.. I walked the beach without hope and stand, greeted with the waves, I so wish i was them and never came back.. Life is bliss to me i realized that night, but the next moment I was craving for you, oh my only strive.. You pushed me through life down n thin, never knew i would live life like a thrown lid lying in the sea within.. The lid was the opening to a face so pure, i stood close to the sea and could hear the waves echo.. "Lets show him her face or he shall perish, she was his grip his hold n his only fetish".. I saw a figure in the dark night emerge, IT WAS YOU MY LOVE I FOUND WITH ONLY A FACE AND NO CLUTCH.. The waves mumbled a word i could hear now, " There she is son, your love, your grip and your shining cloud.. She came here with a picture in her hand last night, it was You held in her hand, she din seem fine nor her plight.. She asked us to take her away far afar from you, The last thing she said was that SHE LOVED YOU".. I wept n cried to see her dead and swollen, i asked the waves if i could take her to a place, yes heaven.. The last time i picked her up she was smiling and glee, today she lay in my arms yet SMILING but without a feeling to weep.. I dug a grave to put her to rest, Looked up to God and asked him why did you be a pest? A tear fell upon her heart, it opened up showing me a picture, it was me she held that day when we made a start.. I heard her say a word before i buried her within, " baby your arms today feel the same as that night, promise to love me till you breathe your last".. Down there she lay within the mud, i smiled looking at God telling him you can't snatch her from me neither her trust.. I buried myself beside her coffin in glee, the word LOVE never seemed worthy ever, it made HIM WEEP..

See the Artist in you

ART, might sound a mere three letter word to the many outside, but its worth today is priceless. We were born with a talent, which you used with a pencil first and then a pen and today a brush. What is art? Well for me its an abbreviation meaning ASCERTAINED ROLLING TALENT. A talent which does not make an individual, but its born with him, and today the word ART depicts true emotion through that swirl of the brush which once stopped, gives birth to a picture. A picture so unique, so agile that the words magnificent and versatile might bow down to it.

Defining the word would surely make you stumble upon the many who have been living, sleeping and breathing art, but they never are laid back when it comes to taking that beautiful three letter word to a level of joy and emotion through their portraits and sketches.

I salute their stance and creativity, and it was once said aritists aren't made, they are born with zeal and that splenidid touch which is undoubtedly Bliss for the world to see!

A NIGHT

I walked alone that night so lone,
never to be charmed with that mystery unknown..
Uhm man she's one blonde born,
gotta score big time or il sit and throb..
That night i wondered what a beauty she was,
i went high that night and she was the cause..
Lights turned off i looked outside,
this light piercing through the night unwise..
ITS HER ITS HER who i see partially naked,
i wish it was a play and me the character so wicked..
Drool, jerk splash what do i do?
Wait the answer was the guy with her in her room..
Stunned, heart broken my dream tore,
i thought that God made her for only me to score..
Damn her i said, what a nasty blonde she was,
i was just seeking love not a one night clause..
That morning i woke went to college and home,
and i walked again that night so lone ;)

YOU

I gave you that hope all this while, never realised I could be the whore so not worthwhile Moments i spent with you meant more than LOVE, but my heart never realised the importance of your clutch I think about you night long, each hour without you seems like life without that song That song where the ANGEL beckons your stance, life is beautiful oh baby, im there catching your hand Ive lost my reason to dream or see tomorrow, life is a mockery for me and its been engulfed with sorrow Torn apart and shattered with agony alone, Im still smiling to you, but will never let you hear my Heart moan Your touch made me realise your love and purity, I crave for it till date, but know i could hurt you oh worthy Fallen in anguish and despair throughout life i have, gathering momentum to smile again, just give me time i shall be fine A picture seems to be hidden inside the walls of my heart, i looked inside, and saw it was you glowing inside there, oh baby you were my illuminated torch :-)

Jaseem Khan

Jaseem Jibran shameem Ahmad Khan, aka My best friend Biker boy, is truly a man of class and courage. Defining him would surely make me run out of adjectives in the dictionary which signify courage and self dignity.

Life at times hits you hard and getting up seems a broken thought
Jaseem is the reason to a heart of stone, when down and torn He taught us how to grow
Life has left him bruised all along, but the man is a reason only on whom GOD looked upon
Lost a mother three fortnights ago, that moment gripped HIM, he could have fallen without any hope
He stood, faced and learnt the game of life, true in his belief, he grows each day with zeal and spice
My respect for him knows No bounds, because the word respect seems engulfed on me like a cloud
Life and its phases show what they can do, but the courage and worth to live is something I learnt from You
God came to me that day and said, "This boy is not ordinary, but he is my holy thread"

Love you :-)

Woman and 1298

Who is she..?
Ever wondered this five letter word holds the whole world in her womb…!
None of us must have!
Wonder why we have rape cases and crimes happening against them!
A woman is not just a lady in a sari, jeans or a skirt…
She is someone who holds you in her womb for nine months!
She can be in the form of a mother, sister, a maid, a daughter!
And today seeing time changing she’s also called a SON!
Ironical but yet true!
She wants to live her life the way she expects her daughter or son to live it!
But agony and despair aren’t two separate things!
Once they hit a woman she’s shattered all her life
The exuberant the charming the ever beautiful smile vanishes and all she sees is grief and sorrow!
You might have heard this phrase CHANGE IT OR LIVE WITH IT….
We out here say ABOLISH it!!
It’s disheartening to see them in tears!
A tear which is so precious, it makes us cry!
1298 wipes it away and assures every woman her basic rights…
A new beginning and lastly
It assures her HERSELF!

YOU - The Human Destined

Lying on a couch i take another breath, wondering if i would see tomorrow or my quest... Yesterday went by subtle and calm, today your living life on an alarm.. I questioned my self whether i would see a tomorrow, something told me God din have an answer to that and he was hollow.. Tomorrow called me saying do you wanna see me?, but with that it told me about this word named destiny.. I wonder what will happen in the next hour, perhaps the same which happened the previous hour?.. Perhaps a mother will cry for a son dead, or You will be living life on a thin thread.. Destiny might sound a mere word, but its tuning your life, infact humanity with its chords.. Live life today like no tomorrow, you've been gifted this hour so what if sorrow.. Your walk in life is judged by what you do now, prove your worth in a manner where tomorrow will also bow.. Smile this minute because the clock is ticking, ticking into the books where history is being written.. See the world around and convey a message, because its not you, but mankind, which will give you the blessing.. I help my self and others too, not to see life as a trail, but the sky so blue.. You can't jump into a world where your destiny is laid, be a lover to your self, see your heart, it has the word humanity framed.. I lie again to take another breath, phew i see atleast see tomorrow, and my own quest :-)

Question Mark ( ? )

Trembling like a ship in a storm i stand, amidst the mighty fallen hands.. No clue to me next minute oh lord, your playing a game where your only player destining my downfall.. The previous second had its share of grief, I asked him why, Why did he give us a word named relief.. The mind echoes a call to life next minute, an answer saying your doomed to live it like a racket without a grip.. I held my self knowing i was to fall, left the world behind to set up life to roll.. A feeling within describing agony and despair, saw the dictionary to see the meaning o them, i saw my picture with no head.. The Question Mark to life is the hardest truth, a solution to it would be quoting the magic book.. Tears roll down not in anguish and hate, but that question mark which decides my fate.. I asked the mirror if i stand tomorrow, it cracked into pieces fallen down with a line quoted in sorrow.. " Your Question to Your self remains unanswered my friend, untill you prove your worth not to anyone, but your self and bend".. I thought hard gazing at the pieces galore, assembled them to see a reason to a goal.. The question seemed answered that moment to me, the mark to the question was you till eradicate and not weep.. I woke up tomorrow to see a road without a question, but answers aplenty getting me going on my mission.. Remember you all reading this today, a mark to a question remains untill you stare.. Look ahead to see opportunities galore, life is kind like God, grab it and score.. :-)

EMOTION

Been without you worthy, I live life like a soldier so lonely
My heart beats like a bomb tickin to explode, the impact as massive as a heartbreak when told
Its you and me under the fire burning above, il take you through oh baby im your savior oh love
Your far in a land, man i wish i saw ur face, come home oh baby you make my heart the craved
Let me take you to the land of Love, Il be the shelter, your charm and your glove
When i fall down to stand again, its your face i wish i could chain
Ahhhh you beauty so worthy and loved, be a reason for me to grab lifes most worthy clutch
I was born heartless untill you stepped in, the illuminated light englufed me with LOVE beyond a point, I think WE were written :)

BELIEF

The window to my Heart was made of stone, bleeding inside i could hear it moan...
The pain triggered a story hidden; I was the one reluctant to open....
Seeing her it wept all night, never to be human or witness to such a sight...
The wound carved a deep scar; it seemed no less than a fallen star...
Stung with that face so pure, I thought it was me, her only cure...
I got a call saying she’s smiling, smiling while she lay in her coffin...
She was God’s child a known belief, He said she’s now mine and your relief...
I sighed telling him that I was born alone, next minute I was with Him and my heart glowed....
Life in heaven was like making Love again, I saw her again to shed a tear and said,
“Forgive me, i was a disease which got you here”...
She smiled to wipe my tear away, A note left behind saying I Love you always...
We were cured of LOVE within, our story so purely written...
Our message to you is as fine as your heart to US, if you’re a Lover be true and not a tarnished trust...

BETRAYAL

My flight was late that night, but my Heart brimming with excitement
I was to see you oh baby, ten fortnights finally bowed down in front of me
Touch down! Heart skipped a beat now; we were only a few metres away from each other now
Those 50 yards from you, and then out of the gate with people galore,
I don’t see you oh baby, I’m torn
Swiftly i see that hair rise high, the one engulfed me that night
But wait it was you with him, so wish i was back on my flight
I hid in the corner for you not to see me, a tear fell upon my heart like acid, baby it killed me
Why did you fake the love to me? I was a lover made by you, please don’t leave me
That guy seemed to be cuddling you each minute, knowing i would be out any minute
Agony hit me hard that night; i walked without a heart out of that sight
One last look i gave you behind, you kissed him as if waving me that last goodbye
I walked that road to be hit by a car, my heart died oh baby in your love

A Dedication to my Grandfather

The day began with a nasty turn; HE seemed to be chanting the Lord’s tune...
Never before I alleged in calling God, He made it so clear that He WAS TO BE GONE...
His face was scarred with wrinkles today, a sight leaving me reckless and swayed....
Never bothered about the suffering within, it was HE the loner in a misery untrimmed....
That morning I left for my day’s routine, suddenly a call moving me to pray....
Never believed in the Lord’s might, a moment it was, I was seeking His Sight...
The afternoon that cam brought me home to see, HIM lying down without a feeling to weep....
I could feel him within me; body anguished with grief and no energy...
DADA I said, HE turned to me, leaving people flabbergasted to witness his feel...
I groped his hand as hard I could, he looked at me as if saying re build my Hold....
It felt, it felt, my tears could tell, HE was going to a place he wanted so well....
HE shook gasped and never turned to be, a soul so pure so agile and glee...
Oh moment you filled in grief within, HE was lying without a soul, but with an accomplished mission...
Come back to me one day dada, I am your Son bereaved...
With a thought so pure i promise to hold, I will make you proud tomorrow for the peace of your soul...
Don’t forget me ever, wherever you are, guide me always for me to reach that STAR....
It’s disheartening to realize your loss after you’re gone, selfish greedy I was who couldn’t help you anymore...
A mission remains in my heart today, Your name to be witnessed by the world One day...

FEELING

Teary eyed I opened up to see, your figure so soothingly glee...
I walked closer to touch you; it felt so unreal and untrue...
I held your hand not to feel the same, you it was I wished to frame...
You made my cry when I was alone; my soul was a mere thrown stone...
Your eyes had an answer in them, my question it was so well met...
Waited so long for a stance to see, a legacy it was so humble and neat...
You were my bible, I worshipped all along, and baby meeting you was so profound...
Touch me to feel my blood rush through, it was cold when you were oh my soul so cute...
My heart was ripped into a million pieces, joining them would give me your face I needed...

HUMANITY

Life is a situation brought upon,
Challenging it may leave you hit and torn...
Tomorrow people say is what we make,
I say Tomorrow wouldn't come if you were fake...
It’s easy to stand and smile at ease,
But the feeling inside might be cold and weak
You never know what a face shows,
Until you are the human being, the one imposed...
Life is a tool which you use and throw back,
The mark left behind on the wall is for you to pay up...
Life is a road with potholes defined,
Filling them would teach you a lesson of a lifetime...
Being human makes one think for the distressed,
Why can't you be a hand and not the next pest?
Phases galore life can never be stable,
The least you can do is help and be able...
Lending a helping hand makes people ashamed,
They aren't humans i say, they're shame...
Born with money doesn't make you human,
Realizing life today will ascertain your hold...
Look back this minute to see what happened yesterday,
Bettering it would leave you an individual well made...!

IT ;)

That night I prayed like a pimp renting his own,
So wanting to get laid, I would actually take a loan...
I stopped my car at the side of the road,
Holy fuck was it He or She, IT din seem a whore...
500Rs Hotel ka saab, 300 gaadi ka,
My dick was so tight that it diN need a “start up”...
“IT” sat in the car; I drove like a F1 driver on circuit,
Suddenly a hand on my crotch, Was it HE or She i was like FUCK IT...
Unstrapped the Bra and slid my hand inside,
Oooo man my dick wasn’t a dick, it was a HOLY SIGHT...
Blow huff ouch, It was RED LIKE A SWELLING,
It stood as tall as a conifer in the dwelling
Fuck oh fuck IT had a dick as well,
My dick shrunk like the leech when treated unwell...
Chal Teri *** **, I hurled it out of the car,
Looked at the mirror to see a face so jhaat sa :P...
Vowed never again to rent or to stop my car,
But i took the next night again in search for my “Nastha”... ;)

My Town

Steering across I came into a town,
Leaving it would leave a wound unsound...
The gate to it was a legacy relived,
I seem the legend born in a fable well read...
I stopped to witness that pillar so firm,
The scribble, the mark, and yes it was Home...
Looked around to see a new phase,
But one thing was the same, that cold soothing breeze...
It hit me in a manner in felt like never,
This was my home, my orphan, a place where my soul never quivered...
The town today had new body and beat,
But I was young again witnessing a sight so neat...

PICTURE

I woke up to see a picture to neat,
Framed within my heart, it was you, oh unique...
Without you life was a burden moving on,
I was fallen like a player who lost all his form...
Down there you stay with my eyes on you,
Peeping through that segment so agile and so new...
H E A R T calling you near oh baby so charmed,
Come be the knock and open its door once more...
My life was a mockery for me to laugh,
TODAY is a pillar helping you and a hell lot...
Oh lady in red your touch is what i seek,
My stance today would be mankind’s biggest leap...
You’ve blown me over to that phase of life,
Leaving you would burn my heart and leave a hole inside...

Beauty

Together we’d be in the needed night, Smoking you will be my holy might...
Might be our last coin flipped, my heart would have surely had, had it skipped...
I have been without you all the while, seemed a runner in his last mile...
It’s you who my heart calls close, you’re the reason, you’re the pain, your my rose...
Loving you would be less, holding you my love would be bliss...
I’ll care for you all night; I was never witness to figure so beautiful inside...
You’re the road to my destination, my mission and my ultimate rhythm...
Dread the moment you’re not here, you’re lover calls you back to his heart so pure...
Knock at my door to see my soul so pure; illuminating it, you’re its only cure...
Enriched with your charm and zeal, a beauty like you would deserve GOD’s kneel..

The HAND

Taking off I knew my day was vain; I left with a mission that could soothe my pain...
The first step i took the second I fell, looking back it was a sign for life to be hell...
Pockets torn I saw a note hang, damn me, I was not worthy of this virtue and stand...
Hard rain welcomed me on the streets so grey; I was fumbling like never in the steps which lay...
I stopped beside a hut on my left, a kid lay naked, shaken and wept...
“My mother isn’t my hand or my hold, God never told me about this misery untold”,
My note was not the answer to his fright and sight, humanity in me was a brimming flight...
I smiled and said,” Be not wary of anything my boy, I am your saviour, your path and your reason of joy”...
The boy stood and gasped at this figure bereaved, it was GOD the disguised living hopeless and deceived...
“I look after children in the night so late, my duty isn’t a duty, and it’s meant to save your fate”...
The boy woke up to see himself at a place unknown, but a feeling saying that be belonged to that home...
An orphanage it was where he was got by GOD, looking up he smiled and shed a TEAR to the Lord...