EmoSHUN

It’s getting to me, its raping me over.

Emotion unlimited, penetrating like that circumcised boner

Entangled with hitches everywhere I go

Like a magnet it pulls be towards itself, why so?

I ran around for the answer, but lost my mind

Curbed my emotion for a while, but there it flows like that river Nile

Phases aplenty flood you with no place to run,

But only to wait for the water to subside and evaporate under that mighty sun

But the sun leaves the night for it to play its game

A game where there are wounds and blood, a game which claims

Claims the harmony and peace within,

Something telling me it’s a cycle, even though you do well, you don’t reap

I’m I being taught a fable or the reality of life by someone?

Or is it a curse, which comes traumatized, unknowingly

Nevertheless, the words ‘give up’ are seen in a dictionary

But I choose to turn a blind eye to them, and make each moment history

And here again with enthusiasm I write and rejuvenate myself,

Till the next time I’m infringed on my right to curb emotion

Told by many that emotions leak like puke when drunk and pee when you’re a baby,

But son, daughter and you, I’ll explain the paradox to thee

Emotions uncontrollable shall swing you all around,

Until you realize the dire consequence you shall face, if not, then drown

So let an emotion come in like that slut so worthy or a whore,

Do YOUR JOB and shove it off, for life would give you many opportunities to score

Score well than the man, who bedded the most women or the lady too,

Because you don’t want to be a laid back human, and let the emotion fuck you

So come out of that leash curtailing your frequency and motion

Throw aside negativity and love the NEW wordcalled " Emo’SHUN’ "

Realize. Step out. EDUCATE

The darkness creeps in like a snake for its prey,

The moments dodging around like a child around clay

The keys don't seem to open my door,

But I heard a sound, a murmur and suddenly a roar

A child inside my house it seemed,

Blood dropping down below me, my heart it was, the one to bleed

I broke open the door and saw a mother hanging down the ceiling,

The CHILD saw me, with the mothers eyes looking at me, and saying

"Life dominates you with responsibilities unknown,

I had this child without knowing the father to his name

He came into this world with a hole in his heart,

I gave up oh son, take care of my son, be his cart

And take him around like a father does to his son

So that his heart heals with no surgery, but LOVE"

She broke into my house as I was away,

never knew she was watching me so close, my each step, each sway

The child was numb, hollow and blind to her mother hanging

But his tears were of blood, a sign for me to his KING

"I shall grant you far more than the pain what GOD gave your mother,

Make you a a surface to withstand Train, Bus, storm, tram and boulder"

I buried the Mother but before that I noticed a smile on her face

Thanking me for my deed, I shed a tear in grace

Today this child is the weapon to every LADY who is made through distress and pain

By every man, WHO DOES HIS JOB, LEAVES without a motherfucking trail

This child is a symbol for every woman to SELF REALIZE

So go out, EDUCATE or grant that knowledge, for we could change their life

SO BE THE CLICK AND MAXIMIZE

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I exclaim each time I put forth a shoulder to cry on, that don't let yourself die into my ocean of Addiction! .. My dreams aren't fulfilled, oh they aren't, thats why I'm running around completing your dreams with my magic wand! .. I'm a vehicle with the driver being me itself, going around but I always stop at that nest .. That nest where you reside and bleed at, in pain, I come to cater to your wants, with heart, mind and Limb .. I exclaim whenever I suffer and moan, Don't Be that image I saw last year, oh don't be another sin.. A sin committed by be where I give hope and more, My punishment isn't severe enough by God, but I shall strangulate both of us, and sigh! .. Don't be that speedbreaker to me oh don't, you stop me each time I wanna attain speed and each time I'd want to grope well being ... I Exclaim ONE LAST TIME for you to Live and Let Live now, for life is short so live each moment througout .. I shall correct each mistake, erase all wrong doings for you, but in return give me ME now, because I wanna fucking renew ..

Writing your Emotions

Writing, its that tunnel to me

Granting shelter from the storm of frustration

It has its pro's and con's to many,

But its a mere habit for me, and the many lonely

Vent out that anger, that agony, that pain

Cos it all accumulates inside, blocking that vein

You will burst any moment like that dormant volcano in long,

And splurge venom on every second person singing that peaceful song

You don't know how the shackles break, and your loose to be on that rampant run breaking hearts

What triggers it? You will have an answer, but will be afraid to ask your sel!

That evil being is always hidden within,

wanting to come out and kill each human

Pleasure derived with such deeds is it?

For some Its satisfaction my friend, thy way to live it

So I write during moments of madness within me,

wanting to break free, oh wanting to break free

Its my cure to a unsound troubled mind,

Helps me recover, than living life on that suicidal blade

SO for those you need to vent out emotions and more,

WRITE not because its "cool", because its your rehab, your voice to be heard, YOUR CURE

Stop. Stare. Come on speak now

Where you running again? To that shore who's seen tears falling like rain? .. Don't run, because your making yourself a prey for life to chew, fucking munch you like a marshmellow and swallow .. Each time you run into that perturbed tunnel, don't you see light ahead, you blind, blocked funnel .. Feel like stabbing the moment when things are good, because I'm being analy nailed each passing hour I make you realize lifehood .. Carve yourself into that pot made of clay so firm, so that an Ace pair could succumb to your pair and crumble .. Circumstances have a habit to give those moments to cherish or cry, but I'm here to change that, so make me your only circumstance so that you sigh .. Sigh in relief and breathe in peace now, so now Stop, stare. Come on speak now.. How will I know whats running in you each day, untill you tell me .. I aint That magician to capture your mindset, so reciprocate so that I ease you, cos I'm your most worthy bet ..

Trust.Believe. Love

Jealousy invades like that whore in that car so still,

Spanks you with insecurity endless, just like when pregnant even after taking that I PILL

Next, The world stoops to that level of betrayal

Where You think you could cheat on her, why be so cruel?

Why be so cruel when she only Loves you, cant you see it in her eyes?

Or you want her to fucking strangulate herself like the lone man in that Mine

"I fucked you over, I'm sorry, I thought you were doing the same" you say,

Its not that son, its your dick which likes being rubbed on every 'soi'l you claim

Beat the bastard, because The KARMA will scrape over his balls in time,

But girl if your doing the same, You surely wont be spared, but shall perish in due life

Relationships come with a bundle of words, emotions and more,

Some live a lifetime to tell a story, some die out bad and sour

SO the next time you give it that 'status', remember to embellish your mind with the words belief and trust,

Or bear it all friend, because life has the easiest way out to kill, and leave you to dampen and rust

Commotion and chaos creeps in like dirt into your body,

Be PURE to her/him, and Love like never before, oh friend so worthy!

The Light to my heart

You've blowed me into that path of joy, I would better death and be your TROY .. Captured me like that flash of love, i'm sinking in, I wanna drown in that mug .. That mug which reflects you when seen outside, your the moment I wish to see when inside .. Gorgeous, oh beautiful you cute thing, you made me get up everytime Life would fling .. I flung open like that early morning spring to that grass so green, sprinkling shower and emotion like never ever within .. You make me write, you make me dance and you make me sing, that LOVE SONG each time I'm with you oh my asset, I'l never blink .. Never blink because you better that wonder of the world where the world wishes to see, I wish it saw you, it would shed that tear with a smile and weep .. And tell me how fortunate I am to stand and share myself with you, your so close now, I promise Il never let go .. I'm here with you baby, in that pram of joy, and guiding you till we reach heaven, our last soil .. Your the LIGHT to my HEART when I was so lone, I promise to make life that reason so pure, so known .. Known to me and you which would make US now, we'l imbibe in us a story, which would touch each human througout .. I bow down to thee with respect and emotion, thank you for giving me that reason to remember life as a necessity, and not a mission .. :)