He

In the darkness, in the darkness down there,

lay a store, leading to it was an isolated stair

A boy went down every day after school, he found his shell, his fucking room

What happened at school? Why did he trot all the way down?

Bruised on the face, he smoked a cigarette each time he went down,

A cigarette borrowed each day, from a source unknown

Sick of a living, he slapped his professor today,

His dictionary had all the words, leaving glee, happy and gay

HE'S GONE, the store's burning today with a strong might,

Apathy there aint no one who could save his soul, his mind

He lay there alone, charred and burnt,

The Cigarette yet burning, the butt was still smelling strong

His hand charred, but his life burnt since the very start

He was buried at peace, but no one knew what went wrong with him

He burnt the store himself,

because his dictionary had jeopardy and stink lighting BIG!

My Crib

New road, new path

Treading now like an aftermath

Savior someday, victim another

Look after your need, your beautiful mother

I'm over, my timeline just got erased,

as if I woke up in a forest amidst that haze

Not knowing where I lay, where I sleep

It's a graveyard now, here have a peep

Saw me? The reason to decompose is what you see,

Where are you baby, my reason to glee?

Each moment spent, each moment lived

You were the passion, the desire, the solace, MY CRIB

Gone are the days which will never come back again,

You're there, I'm here walking in that torrential rain

I quit those things you never liked me doing,

We were unfortunate to not last, never mind it's lifes PING!!!

Nobody sees it, nobody will kneel

But the Love was strong, it was agile and clean

So let's walk that road where we never will see us again,

and burn out like a Tyre, like we're each others sin!

I'll cherish you all my life, for the love you bestowed,

I wish I could tell you how much it meant, but I never showed

There was a fear, something pulling me afar,

You were the burning desire, but turned into my tar

I live with a face, without a blink or feel,

Don't sleep no time, You are God, I love you, I kneel !

Over

Never been in such a fix, it opened up to something called ‘Life’s Ditch’,

Condensed emotions seem to rain down; I was helpless, I staring down the road like a mere clown

You were the battery and me the generator, together we could have delivered light to many cratered

Somewhere, some point we went wrong, destined perhaps? I don’t know where do I head with this song?

Trembling insights to the moments we shared, I know for a fact that I genuinely cared,

Kept a watch on your doings, and your next step, was always the talk when low that got you pepped

Tormented thoughts define the soul within, I sinned, I sinned on purpose for you to move in rhythm

Writing this doesn’t feel real good you know, oh that time different, I loved being the arrow to your bow

Words lie today, and so do people, it’s the call of life, let’s fly like that eagle

And soar high above once again, but you in another sky, with another at some nest

Back to work, I’ll keep writing to us all life, but I know for a fact that ive been split into a zillion portions by that lethal knife

Shoot

Its hard, hard not to see,

a face so dismal so not submerged in glee

I can see a face lamped off with no light shining on,

why is it so dark, like a horny bugger not enjoying his porn

It was your face I had in me a few days back,

I changed, but did I really change in that click

Sent you that message saying this seems our last,

If it happened with another I wouldn't be that flabbergasted

Fuck, fuck no it can't be that hard,

but I'm being myself, each time I tear apart

Keep repeating the same thing to myself each day and out,

That man you live life once, so rejoice each passing day

Mocked all along,

never found the REAL meaning to a love song

Never meant to be in that phase perhaps,

fuck this, I'll be content and not a lummox pipe

But each time I sleep I think of a face before those eyes curtain down,

And stay away from any emotion, that would make me a fucking clown .. kJ

Keep posting

Post it, publish it,

don't you want to make your stuff worth it?

You maybe called a "show off", or that flaunting dick,

keep showing, til they adore you with each like click

You will have that one like if you're not fake,

your sweetheart out of all, will share you on hers too

And call you and tell you, "Baby, I love you"

I wonder how is it to be in a relationship,

do you stay afloat, or do you sink like a doomed pirate ship?

Keep posting your thoughts on pen and paper,

but technology made you own a blog, and claim a post to your name, you winner

Love wisely, not slyly.

Relationship, 12 letter word depicts the mindset of numerous outside. Some have lost their identity being so much into this word, and some have worked their way into the history books of being secured later in life. The question is what makes a relationship work and what makes it spark out?

The answer could be given in books, discussions and interactions with many outside, but the REAL answer can only be given by yourself. There is no heart, there is just a brain to deal with all these bubbly emotions. Many ruin their lives finding the right relationship, in the process they've dated and done so many other partners, that they get used to the living, and when time comes to make that big decision, yes "Family Planning", you're too lost to be certain to hold one to one man/woman.

The mind has a job, to loiter around here and there, hence paving way for these emotions to seep in. Many instances have come where one is shattered to the core on his/her relationship not working, eventually leading to a rise in suicides or the psychiatric chart in the paper the next month.

The fault in it not working comes with the domination of one of the partners. Why can't you have a balanced play in it? Why is it that always girls need to compromise and give into this box? I must say that women today are dominating men, to such an extent that a man thinks twice before being a part of any such tag.

The image a man has today is of a sex addict, eh women? But I see women competing with them on that front as well. Respecting the other is the prime wand to a healthy relationship.

For me its respect, for you it could be trust and for the other honesty. FIND the chief trait and both of you should be settled on that, and you would come out not as two individuals, but ONE BEAUTIFUL ONE.

Love wisely, not slyly.

Finding myself.

Crazy? Yeah I am crazy, behind this source of emotion,

It’s your face girl, so hard to see, where you are, come see this loner?

I work out day in and out so that I release those toxins within,

Go near the cigarette, say fuck this, It aint that fascinating fiction

Come back to me; see I lie on this beach below the sand

Sinking each hour, like a heart without blood, shrinking so bad

I wrote, I write and I will write,

Not for you to like this damn note, but realize its worth, don’t get me jeopardized

In jeopardy of not seeing you forever,

See me now, I fucking quiver

Let’s go to that beach again, let’s go riding together

Damn, I’m out of thoughts, just like that pigeon without its feather

Crazy? Yeah I am crazy, behind this source of emotion,

It’s your face girl, so hard to see, where you are, come see this loner?

Do my messages go to you? Tell me, come on speak up

I don’t have all day long, read this and buck up

Im going away, going away one last time

Never to come back, or retract your head, into that merriment had we shared back then sometime?

Find all answers in another man now,

Because I’m gone to find myself, in that thick crowd

I was told to be alone, not be a loner

I will celebrate without you, because I have me, a trustworthy savior

I was crazy, but unlike my writing, I wont be no more,

The emotion within me is dry, it will unleash today, cause Il turn into a whore

And you'l see, and remember on watching me rejoice,

what you missed, my care, good bye, you left me with no choice ..

( This piece talks about how this guy cared and did eveyrhting but she never gave two fuck, she was only in her own den doing what pleased her.. Hence he decided to find himself as he had lost his identity, so he's gone searching forhimself, and will be her to her, and make her realize what she missed on)