Shoot

Its hard, hard not to see,

a face so dismal so not submerged in glee

I can see a face lamped off with no light shining on,

why is it so dark, like a horny bugger not enjoying his porn

It was your face I had in me a few days back,

I changed, but did I really change in that click

Sent you that message saying this seems our last,

If it happened with another I wouldn't be that flabbergasted

Fuck, fuck no it can't be that hard,

but I'm being myself, each time I tear apart

Keep repeating the same thing to myself each day and out,

That man you live life once, so rejoice each passing day

Mocked all along,

never found the REAL meaning to a love song

Never meant to be in that phase perhaps,

fuck this, I'll be content and not a lummox pipe

But each time I sleep I think of a face before those eyes curtain down,

And stay away from any emotion, that would make me a fucking clown .. kJ