Trust.Believe.LOVE

Jealousy invades like that whore in that car so still,
Spanks you with insecurity endless, just like when pregnant even after taking that I PILL

Next, The world stoops to that level of betrayal
Where You think you could cheat on her, why be so cruel?

Why be so cruel when she only Loves you, cant you see it in her eyes?
Or you want her to fucking strangulate herself like the lone man in that Mine

"I fucked you over, I'm sorry, I thought you were doing the same" you say,
Its not that son, its your dick which likes being rubbed on every 'soi'l you claim

Beat the bastard, because The KARMA will scrape over his balls in time,
But girl if your doing the same, You surely wont be spared, but shall perish in due life

Relationships come with a bundle of words, emotions and more,
Some live a lifetime to tell a story, some die out bad and sour

SO the next time you give it that 'status', remember to embellish your mind with the words belief and trust,
Or bear it all friend, because life has the easiest way out to kill, and leave you to dampen and rust

Commotion and chaos creeps in like dirt into your body,
Be PURE to her/him, and Love like never before, oh friend so worthy!

Once Mine !

My floor is wet with those tears of pain
, I see with Him cuddling up close within..

Gave you love oh you beautiful thing,
but was left stranded like that one bowling pin..

I hang now like that leaf on the branch,
with holes galore, beckoning my ugly stance..

You were the road to that illuminated vision,
it was none other than your heart where I lay hidden ..

Connected to you like that network of joy,
but now Im a mere broken toy ..

The next time I ever say that you were mine,
shoot me down just like another murderer in line ..

I sigh alas seeing you rejoice with him,
I smile looking at you being up there n sing..

I gave up oh MY cute thing with no hope or sight,
just told myself that I wasn't able to love you so tight ..

I fade away like that cigarette puffed each time,
you were my tobacco, my addiction, oh you WERE ONCE MINE ..

T(RUST) ?

Never knew its gonna be so hard to live life this way,
you turned me into an idol, but made o clay ..

For me to give into the forces you put forth,
my feelings were left torn, wasted like caught dope ..

I couldn't tell what it felt like having you so close to me that night,
life never told me your coming or else I would have been prepared for that fight ..

That fight in my heart between emotions infinite,
pristine, elegant once defined my feelings for the world to be seen ..

Its not that I don't trust you girl,
its more like my head is the culprit which twists n curls ..

Bloody curls into a puzzle left unsolved by the GOD o love,
but we could solve it baby since we have HIS blood, we have HIS blood ..

I can't think, I can't fly I can't shape into what others want,
so I wonder whether its Trust or RUST engulfing Us in our holy Want ..

That want o being One n not you n me for long
lets live each day now, for life never gave lessons on how to fight ..

I will still wait there and watch you walk by,
and see where does the clock stop ..

But I fear getting dismantled in the time coming,
Lets kiss each other one last time for each others picture might be fading ..

...

Where you goin? I'm here, wait back to see my face one last time.
Or you'l be lonely each day n waiting for the night to loosen your spine .
I can't understand what it felt within,
why was I riding with no horse and no rhythm ..
Things were good all this while,
your face is all I saw with a another man ..
Aarghh wish I could chop my head into pieces aplenty,
life you unkind whore you left me sitting here on the sand with my soul so lonely ..
I come into that house to see your face shine look at me
but I leave thinking is it really me? ..
Yea its my fault that I think so much
that now m a stranded slut with noone to pick me as such ..
Your eyes tell me a story that your faking all you have in you,
your actions prove to me that you love me, oh you really do ..
Fuck this emotion which has gotten me into the garbage bin,
Even when I'm thrown I lie there like a bloody sin ..
This rush o emotion in me nor to cry or feel a thing
when will it end I wonder, or will it go on like a story with no name given ..
I'm going away to find that answer to life and much more now,
no looking back or Il see your face with tears o blood pouring from each pore ..
Wait for me one day Il be back with a smile n soul,
I walk alone oh baby,
on that beach I just walk alone ..

(CON)flict Vanquished

I sit again to write another of these down,
bliss or agony, both wanting to get crowned..
Upon that mind that heart and me as a whole,
conflict said, "haha bliss you lie stranded somewhere alone"
..
It was a battle being fought in the court, my heart,
the mind saying bro let life loose and pedal..
Can't sleep, can't cry, can't find that joy,
but I can smile, I can feel, each moment so mine..
I know your confused reading this line which I wrote,
perhaps sort that conflict within you,
u shall get sailin on that joyous boat..

And rail into that ocean where the tides lash you over
, but drag you to an island where your worth was its only treasure ..

(CON)flict Vanquished

I sit again to write another of these down,
bliss or agony, both wanting to get crowned..
Upon that mind that heart and me as a whole,
conflict said, "haha bliss you lie stranded somewhere alone"
..
It was a battle being fought in the court, my heart,
the mind saying bro let life loose and pedal..
Can't sleep, can't cry, can't find that joy,
but I can smile, I can feel, each moment so mine..
I know your confused reading this line which I wrote,
perhaps sort that conflict within you,
u shall get sailin on that joyous boat..

And rail into that ocean where the tides lash you over
, but drag you to an island where your worth was its only treasure ..

LOVER OR L(OVER) ?

The beach is that place where I kissed ur shore,
You worthy snatch so beautiful, life took me to that lonely door ..

It opened to a place where the word serenity defined a face,
Baby it was you, on that chair with that face so graceI came close

I could smell that feeling we were engulfed in that night
Touched u with that palm, your face dropped like an empty gun
Holy might, that red river flowing across your face it was
I picked you up to see you open ur eyes at once

"What took you so long oh beloved, I waited so long,
Din see you coming through that window, I smashed my face, now it lies torn"
I shrunk with that feeling on seeing her bleed with no respite
Cursed my words on telling her Im gone for life that feeling ripped me tonight

"I went to the place where we both kissed life together oh baby
that beach, that shore, that stance where my heart found its need so greedy
"Your my habit to live life this way now, been lying down alone in long oh in real long girl
I told you Love is that word which I fear the most,
IT GOT ME TO SIT OUTSIDE UR GRAVE AND SEE YOU DECOMPOSE

Mankind is a slave and the heart the battelfield today
Emotion, feelin and living constitute that moment defining glory or agony well swayed

LOVE, that ADDICTION. A cure or a gun?
The question beckoned us all, before we dug that grave, without a feeling to be numb
I have heard about tales in life, for there is a lover born in each seed
Slave? Murderer?Peace?! They get me searching for that weeping key

That key opening to the mine below,
with richness galore at stake
The Epicenter, Yes that HEART breathing life with broken hope and waiting for itself to break?

How deep that meaning, how massive that jolt could it be for that broken heart lying lone
COME INTO LIFE NOT AS A NEED TO FULFILL, BUT SURELY AS THAT REASON FOR THAT HEART NOT TO MOAN .. !