(CON)flict Vanquished

I sit again to write another of these down,
bliss or agony, both wanting to get crowned..
Upon that mind that heart and me as a whole,
conflict said, "haha bliss you lie stranded somewhere alone"
..
It was a battle being fought in the court, my heart,
the mind saying bro let life loose and pedal..
Can't sleep, can't cry, can't find that joy,
but I can smile, I can feel, each moment so mine..
I know your confused reading this line which I wrote,
perhaps sort that conflict within you,
u shall get sailin on that joyous boat..

And rail into that ocean where the tides lash you over
, but drag you to an island where your worth was its only treasure ..

(CON)flict Vanquished

I sit again to write another of these down,
bliss or agony, both wanting to get crowned..
Upon that mind that heart and me as a whole,
conflict said, "haha bliss you lie stranded somewhere alone"
..
It was a battle being fought in the court, my heart,
the mind saying bro let life loose and pedal..
Can't sleep, can't cry, can't find that joy,
but I can smile, I can feel, each moment so mine..
I know your confused reading this line which I wrote,
perhaps sort that conflict within you,
u shall get sailin on that joyous boat..

And rail into that ocean where the tides lash you over
, but drag you to an island where your worth was its only treasure ..

LOVER OR L(OVER) ?

The beach is that place where I kissed ur shore,
You worthy snatch so beautiful, life took me to that lonely door ..

It opened to a place where the word serenity defined a face,
Baby it was you, on that chair with that face so graceI came close

I could smell that feeling we were engulfed in that night
Touched u with that palm, your face dropped like an empty gun
Holy might, that red river flowing across your face it was
I picked you up to see you open ur eyes at once

"What took you so long oh beloved, I waited so long,
Din see you coming through that window, I smashed my face, now it lies torn"
I shrunk with that feeling on seeing her bleed with no respite
Cursed my words on telling her Im gone for life that feeling ripped me tonight

"I went to the place where we both kissed life together oh baby
that beach, that shore, that stance where my heart found its need so greedy
"Your my habit to live life this way now, been lying down alone in long oh in real long girl
I told you Love is that word which I fear the most,
IT GOT ME TO SIT OUTSIDE UR GRAVE AND SEE YOU DECOMPOSE

Mankind is a slave and the heart the battelfield today
Emotion, feelin and living constitute that moment defining glory or agony well swayed

LOVE, that ADDICTION. A cure or a gun?
The question beckoned us all, before we dug that grave, without a feeling to be numb
I have heard about tales in life, for there is a lover born in each seed
Slave? Murderer?Peace?! They get me searching for that weeping key

That key opening to the mine below,
with richness galore at stake
The Epicenter, Yes that HEART breathing life with broken hope and waiting for itself to break?

How deep that meaning, how massive that jolt could it be for that broken heart lying lone
COME INTO LIFE NOT AS A NEED TO FULFILL, BUT SURELY AS THAT REASON FOR THAT HEART NOT TO MOAN .. !

Jallad local anaar aahe, Tula Thokoon Jannar aahe

"Platform pramank do par aane wali local,
7.12 minute ki churchgate ke liye Jallad local hain..
Yeh local pe chadne ke liye aap ko raat ko jaldi sona.
aur subhe waqt pe uthna zaroori hain..

" These words were more sacred than a gayatri mantra or reading the bible before sleeping,
since getting up the next morning was to be dreaded like that itching..
Itching of that sack which held the marbles of secretion,
connected to the pipe which very well knew its mission ;)

The alarm rang not once but twice and the snooze made it ring nine times,
I woke up saying, "lag gaye beta ab going to college won't suffice"
The next morning I kept my alarm to ring at 4,
for college at 7 made me stand on that streets like that unworthy whore

Sat on the pot with the seizure emptying the stock,
suddenly a voice from out," kya kar raha hain andar, baal nikal raha hain kya tu hairy bandar" ;)
Ayla mummy, out I ran n she made my reason to go to college more firm
,but That call it was that killed it off, oh I was numb *blush*

"She called, she called wow she wants me in college,
I was excited like that other unused foil taken out the gargabe..
Had half a bread gave the bitch the rest
,she barked wagging her tail saying bow bow BOW BOW BOW, It meant," may yu conquer Her, yes your quest".. ;)

" 'Bhaiya', jogeshwari station,
and I sat into that 3 wheeler of joy..
But one minute, where Was that Railway pass and my playboy can,
weeped I on reaching the station,
I felt like that ulgy tan
Zindagi dheeme ho gayi ab kaise karu usse impress,
by the time I reach college I would look like that unwanted pest..
I took a vow somehow to sneak through the sweaty armpits,
saw my jannath local on platform number 4 and struggled through the crowd out like a spastic..

Why are stations crowded god damnit,
I will personally strategize the population policy to the pm oh my thought was so divine,
wish It would be drafted

The train left as if telling me while shrugging through
wake up on time son,Stop living life like a pornstar where you cant even CUM
I walked dismantled so n missed being hit by a train whilest pickin up my cap
A song similar to that Hera Pheri movie played in the head non stop

That tune was the anthem of life describin your stability or rhythm today
That sentence defined not only me but Most of you babua's too

"Jallad Local Annar aahe, Tula Thokoon Jaanaar aahe"

That CONFLICT?

Its a Question on each of ourr minds,
A question leaving God unkind
He got us to what we are today,
I say it was destiny, leaving the Lord at bay ..

Why does He send us on this earth if he has to make us cry,
Our emotions engulfed with misery and grief,
happniness where have you dried?

Call me immature or call me a stupid reason to this, Pray to yourself first then search for God's quest
This CONFLICT has each of us dismantled,
War would have bettered that anguish, that handle
That hande which we pull it leads to a stream

The stream of death and apathy,
YOU CAN HEAR THE WORLD SCREAM WHY FACE DEATH OF SOMEONE AND MISERY ALL ALONG,
Perhaps its a cycle or a legacy being carried along
I dont question you oh Lord, but question yourself one day Moments you give us,
do we really deserve it?

Your answer shall be met the day humanity questions your stance
I am no atheist No satan, Just an ordinary boy at glance
Emotion within waiting for a plate to be covered
Covered with that stream of tears rolling down in blood

My CONFLICT with you shall remain till I breathe my last Ethics we have to worship you, Its simply the reason you Bless us ! Look at those faces and plea's from the hearts galore GOD if your there, dont prove your worth, but dont get overshadowed with karma and destiny so!

Respect !

Gone to come Back

I rode down the lane in hunt of that box,
one which opened to that worthy watch..
That watch which had in it ticking that hand,
which kept spinning like life was a one night stand...
That box lay near the corner of a creek,
beside it I saw a figure resting so unique..
That figure rose high up and way above,
into the sky so dark leaving my heart like an wingless dove..
"Follow me, come, and feel those moments again "",
that voice echoed whilest it went higher n gone..
That box still lay with a glow inside,
opened it to see that heart so deprived..
Deprived of that face it wanted and craved for,
I was gripped seeing it weep like a heart never before..
I picked that heart and astonishingly saw,
your picture inside with me in your arms..
A tear rolled down upon and fell on it,
it moaned in grief like a spirit perished..
"Don't weep oh beauty, your heart is with me,
I will keep it close till beckons eternity"..
It looked at me and it was You inside,
emotion hit me, I knew my heart was your domicile..
I took it home n slept beside it,
it glowed with that charm when I saw you excited..
Excited with me and you only under that sky so beautiful,
I wish I came back to you each night each day..
I got the the next morning to see that box disappear somewhere,
God it was who had it, and he made me his slave..
I serve him today without a face insight
my duty to myself is the prime need for you to be right..
But deep down there I feel you within,
like the beat to my heart and its only mission..

Your MOTHER. Your LIVING

You were in that womb years ago, which made HER smile and live for a reason so
You stepped outside into a world so pure, it was SHE who gave you that feeling, SHE is your cure A 6 letter word defining GOD today, something telling me HE bowed to HER each day
A reason for you to smile and believe, SHE never complained, SHE always stood standing there like that need
A need so worthy, bettering that prime necessity, SHE held your hand each time you felt uneasy
Those tender hands which held us close, those moments of childhood, HER face like that rose "Mom, give me my stuff, Im getting late", these words are fulfilled before you even said them, We step into a world meeting independence today, don't leave her stranded with displeasure and dismay
Jubiliant, charming, affectionate, worthy, beautiful are words heard, Open the dictionary to see their meaning, you shall see HER standing their with your picture in heart unblurred
Respect is what made us celebrate this day, give her that joy which for which she always craved Mom I love you this is our dedication to you, my words were never so pure in life, but your WORTH made them sound so agile and so true
You kiss me good night even before the work is done, but I look to you till you rest your head on that pillow and sleep
GOD cam down to me that day, "Make her proud, make her your reason to the world today" SHE made me stand, SHE made me talk and SHE made me say, "Respect the human beside you, he is born of a mother who awaits him/her that day"
To the world I plead with my words so numb, Kiss your mother on readin this because Life was only ONE, She has battled life to make us what we are this hour, I SALUTE ALL YOU MOTHERS with that emotion deep down there encarved - kJ