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Thursday, September 3, 2015

I'm a liar.

Script in front, the camera behind, this life of action, short lived and how.. How you masquerade from yourself to another, you have so many people inside you, doesn't it bother?.. Astonishing acts, some bitter, some butter, some sweet, some neat.. Like an owl one has to feel the space around, think 360, cry and laugh out loud.. But I'm cheating you, and I get paid for it, but I also try to be myself, that's where you like me in it.. An actor does what he has to, and he takes you into a world that never exists, and you live the life that you saw through.. The cup of lemon tea lies untouched, insee the vapours rising up, rising up.. As I put that mask on and leave for a take, il brb, to who I am, till then, I'm liar, being real while I fake ;) 

32 comments:

  1. Superbly captured...in and out of a capsule..an actors' life...so magical yet so real

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  2. Beautifull naration of an actor's life :) U definitely should consider writing frequently :)

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  3. Great thought... :)
    Amazing words... :)

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  4. Well said Karan... beautifully emoted through words which is your forte..

    The real in fake is worth falling for and loving rather than fake in real...

    Most of times the real ppl in your life and the most fake ppl who we despise and cannot stand..
    Keep writing friend... just love the reel and real you...

    From LoveIsLost... pls reply if possible

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  7. The aroma of the untouched cup of lemon tea behind the mask is you Karan ? :)

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  8. you write real stuff...experiences,thoughts,emotions :) would love to see your imagination also..

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  9. you are just entertaining us. we love you for that, and it's nothing to be a liar. your writhing was fabulous though. :")

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  10. Amazing one. Such thoughrful fabulously written. Following your blogs from now on. Write more. We love it :)

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  11. Man u r too good.. Don't let this go..

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  12. My fav writer was, is and will b, 4 ever Kafka..I just love his existential theory n his penchant for the grotesque. Metamorphosis

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  13. Ur writings remind me of this great one.. Thank u simply out of this world... n So real..

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  14. I love this blog Karan! There's a depth in this to which every person who has been in front of a camera can relate to! :) #karanjotwani

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  15. Thanks for sharing this very deep thought, Karan. I agree with what U have stated in your writing. But...tell me something. How can acting be acting when U act as if U live? U are an actor...and I always had this thought that how do U guys do it? I mean..while doing a scene where U have to slap a person or kiss a person...doing it without deep emotions is really tough... I mean..U may not be angry on a certain person, but to act angry, U have to get into the mood..think about something that will upset U..do U have to do that? Because if we don't pull in the emotion...we cannot enact it. Each day U have to live multiple emotions..which maybe U have experienced once in a few days ....in a matter of few hours. That would be stressful, haina? But I think...it is fun too..its like experimenting with oneself. Keep writing..your blog is really thought-inspiring! :)

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  16. our face is simply the many masks we wear for the world....what we see is real...we know it to be real...what we feel is also real....but in all that what we are not bt yet want to be is also equally real....yes u r getting paid to wear that mask, to put on a face...bt that does not make it fake...coz if it was fake then how do you explain the tears we shed for ur pain? how do you explain the smile on our faces when u play a prank n u r happy? it's not fake...it's juz one more mask u wear...one more identity that u take on...n ur eyes shine through them all n that's all that matters

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  17. Ur words directly touched my heart!!
    On d verge of crying nd went through ur blog nd dis taught me dat small things don't even matter in lyf nd we waste our tears lyk hell on dem..
    U r amazing man..hats off!!

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  18. There is a manga (Japanese comic) entitled Kare Kano I think you should definitely read it. It's about a group of high schoolers masquerading and having these perfect exteriors until they find each other. It's about not being afraid to show your scars to the world even if your afraid to do so. It's wickedly realistic and though there is a happily ever after, it isn't as cliched as one would expect.

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  19. You know you should write more, you're not bad. Just saying! :)

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  20. To play a role u have to go to another world which is not urs and as u said u are paid for it. Then Y can't in the real world, before people like us y can't u live a normal life. Like a normal person.Be one of us. And dont show attitude and use of fame.

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  21. Wow so nice and awesome and wonderful and amazing thoughts karan u really inspire me so much with ur captions and thoughts so much karan love u so much karan

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  22. Please continue writing !! Your blog is my favorite !

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